Dear mate,
You know you're breaking my heart. And each day, the pieces of me shatter like little broken glass i am unable to put back together. and the pain is killing me.
can you stop what i'm feeling? can we go back to the days we were both young and full of dreams?can you hold my hands tight? can you kiss me until i am unable to breathe ? can you call my name and say it out loud? can you just give us a chance, if only for a second?
i dont think i really am over you. when i think of you, i feel like i could do anything, even fly. i only have to close my eyes and i see you. but no, now that you're with someone else, there's nothing to feel but lost. i loved you and it's never going to matter. not anymore.
and it's devastating to even realize that i'm the best thing you never had.
your loving mate who's still hurting,
Lark 10911
